God is pretty humorous. He has been to me lately anyway. I think it's because He knows I need it and I've been trying to pay close attention to Him. Almost trying to catch His signals and wisdom before He even intends to give them to me.
I've been having crazy dreams at night. In each dream I have a different career. I'm playing different roles in my life. And what's funny is although I'll still have to work my booty off to make any of them happen, they are all realistic. Nothing crazy like I'm a super hero or anything. I'm writing a book... I'm designing a clothing line (I swear He told me what the fall colors are going to be this season)... I'm co-owning Jane's Daughters with my Mom and we are having to hire staff... I'm writing hit songs.
I wake up. I write it all down. I breathe in. I breathe out. I'm trying to take it all as a compliment that God is trying to tell me that he gave me many gifts and I can utilize them all. Maybe I NEED to utilize them all. His humble humor comes into play because I've been begging Him for this. I said the other week, "Lord, I know I'm not dumb, but if you could... PLEASE just tell me what you want me to do and make it clear. Show me in some way I can understand and I will follow through." He knows I'm a visual learner. He knows I'll believe in my actual dreams before a clear sign in the daytime here on earth. It just makes me giggle.
I love that we're growing closer and closer. I can feel it. I can feel a REAL relationship with God. He's not just a higher power that I believe in anymore, He's my Father. He's my friend. He's my confidant. My companion. To the point that I almost forget He has it all and I want to ask him, "God, is there anything I can do for you? Are you in need of anything? I want to return the favor."
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